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Cake day: June 26th, 2023

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  • Man, my poor daughter.

    This was her life. When her mom died she dealt with the guilt that followed her relief.

    Having known her mom all of my life and seen everything she went through as a child, I wish some kind of ghost of Christmas past could take my daughter and show her so she can see that her mom wasn’t always like that. That at one time she was a little girl waiting on the day she could escape her own mom. At one point she was young and a lot like her.

    I always figured they’d get it right when she grew up, but she never got that chance.

    FUCK CANCER. Seriously.




  • Yeah, and there are decent ways to do that, which many successful companies and individuals manage to pull off every day.

    I have no horse in this race because I don’t use any of this stuff, but I despise the direction everything is going.

    Human parasites are never happy with being well fed it seems. They aren’t happy unless they gorge until they get fat and explode, or they’re so greedy they end up killing their host.



  • I live deep in the Appalachian mountains and I haven’t met a single person interested in the things that I am since I was a kid.

    I’m so bad and hate socializing so much that I recently got the Mortal Kombat II deluxe arcade cabinet, the same dude kept joining my match every single time I played so I just stopped going online haha.

    He contacted me and we talked once, and that was that.

    I really like him too, I just can’t handle it. Even that tiny little bit of it.

    I don’t know why I’m like that. I’m not bad at talking to people. I’ve been told I’m damn good at it. I’ve been told I’m charismatic and all that. There’s just something broken in me.

    Probably comes from the abuse I suffered as a kid if I’m being honest. It was rough, and it trained me I guess.

    But then again, my whole family is like me. I don’t even know 90% of them, but I can tell you that 90% of them do not have Facebook. The ones that do, they don’t ever post, they don’t ever like, nothing. It’s like it’s just who we are or something.

    I have brothers who grew up in different households. Two of them never experienced any abuse as children, they were spoiled. They are just like me. They talk to no one.


  • I’ve done the whole therapy thing, I just do not have it in me to have friends.

    I haven’t had a desire to make a friend since I was a kid.

    I do get lonely. I’ll have a thought that I’d like to share and I know I drive my wife crazy.

    I wouldn’t even care if I could find a way to make some money. Right now I’m a stay at home dad. That’s what my wife wanted me to do. I was making money on the stock market, not taking big risks, just making above minimum wage. Then the election happened and now that’s over.

    Thank you for caring.







  • Man, that sounds so awesome. I’m so jealous of this memory of yours.

    I miss the adventures of being a kid. My group did things differently, but we still had fun. We’d play distraction with the clerk at the gas station and steal 40s to take to an abandoned strip mine and drink. We had a spot where we made chairs from stones and we could hide there all day and just be ourselves. We also had a small cave about 7 ft deep behind a waterfall where we’d hide to party. We had a derailed coal train cart that dammed up a spot in the creek. We could sit up on the side of it and fish or we could go down to the island that formed inside of it and hang out with our girlfriends.

    One time a buddy and I were competing for a girl’s attention and he jumped from the train cart into the mud below on the back side. He hit a bucket in the mud and required stitches from his ankle to his knee. “I’m sorry angryseal, I like you, but he really hurt himself for me.” She was his girlfriend that summer. :p I made that girl mixtape after mixtape and became a master of Mortal Kombat so she’d love me. Learned guitar and wrote my first song to impress her.

    I loved my life, but I’d love to have stayed with a cousin one weekend in some alternate past of mine and sneaked into that school with you guys haha.





  • On the day that Puuuutiiin died. We sang bye bye goofy kgb guy. Hope you fell out of that window thinking of me and mine. Them good old boys on the Ukrainian side, well they’re just gonna laugh and cheer as you die.

    I hate myself. My brain does this to me all day, in every situation.

    A song to feed the pets

    A song to feed the brats

    A song to see the teller

    Or say hi to some feller

    I sing when I’m not singing

    And I’m singing if I’m thinking

    If I’m thinking then I’m singing

    And I’m singing while I’m sinking

    It’s gotta be mental illness right? Nervous breakdown?

    I’ll let you decide. I’m sorry you had to see this.